:::____My Happy Ending___

Saturday, August 30, 2008

~Where are you now?~

Trap in this spell wishing to break free,
Separated by distance and time,
Is returning to the past a crime?
Why is it you that i cannot see?

Where are you now,my dear?
When will I ever see you?
Can you wipe away my tears?
I'm sorry but I'm so in love with you...

Every time isn't the same anymore,
This feeling of emptiness is haunting me,
I hope this feeling will never grow,
For I'm afraid as can be...

Restrictions are now pulling us apart,
Why has fate find its way?
It's only causing pain to our hearts,
I hope this curse would end one day...

~My Ending~|1:13 AM|

~Without you~

The very day when i finally left,
I thought things would be fine,
Gazing at the yellow flowers you gave,
I'd recall the memories I left behind...

Clouds of confusion began to disappear,
And now I could finally see,
For everything for me is clear,
My love for you is wider then the sea...

Every time I'd gaze at your picture,
Reminiscing the times we had before,
Remembering the moments of rapture,
Wishing to be with you some more...

Without you,I'd never feel the same,
Like a part of me taken away,
I wish I could hold your hand,
And spill everything I wanna say...

Days and weeks has pass me by,
Desperately wishing to be with you,
Because to me,you're the only guy,
And I wanna say that I love you...

~My Ending~|1:11 AM|

~Untited~

Looking through my memories,
Chapters from the past,
A story to be reminisced,
Nostalgias that will last...

This place resembles a mirage,
A non-existance place full of lies,
To find the truth takes up courage,
Hoping to find of before time flies...

Is this setting a fairy tale?
Sometimes I just wonder,
Can someone please tell,
And give me an answer?

~My Ending~|1:08 AM|

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

~Rhythm Of The Pendulum~

Time is secretly ticking away,
Like the rhythm of the pendulum,
The present will never ever stay,
But I still remain in my cocoon...

Locked in time I am,
Why can't the past just die?
Why did I take all the blame?
Why is it hard to say goodbye?

Guilt will forever haunt,
It seems to never slither away,
Past memories will forever taunt,
Endlessly till an unknown day...

Watching the clouds that passed me by,
Thoughts of mine began to ponder,
Forever hoping the past will die,
When will this ever end, I wonder...

~My Ending~|3:44 PM|

~Eternal Pain~
(Dedicated to a friend)

Thousand years of eternal pain,
Thousand years of taunting silence,
Everlasting happiness he cannot gain,
Tasting his inner pain that burns...

Complete silence is his companion,
Depression is his secret best friend,
Unseen anger hidden beneath this villain,
All alone in the ebony darkness he stands...

Never will his weary soul rest,
Round and round he'll never stop,
Will he ever be forgiven and blessed?
Or bleed endlessly till the last drop...

~My Ending~|3:42 PM|

~The Ethereal Night~
(Dedicated to a friend)

As the ethereal night appeared,
He rose hauntingly from his tomb,
Agonized pain that cannot be cured,
Last for eternity in this doom...

In this darkest massacre hour,
The wolves howled their pain,
Never had he felt this darkest power,
Lurking in the night again...

Crimson blood red gore,
Trickled down his pale white skin,
Flowing endlessly from his core,
Slowly unravelling his unforgivable sin...

Now, listen to his plaintive whisper,
And his tacit, untitled story,
Forever in this plight he'll suffer,
This deadly myth is his sorry...

~My Ending~|3:42 PM|

~ThE LoSt SouL~
(Dedicated to a friend)

As days silently began to pass,
Crimson red roses turned to black,
It seemed as if a spell's been cast,
And the past cannot turn back...

Everything of you have changed,
As fate's been carved on the Tarot Card,
The genuine spirit in you was hanged,
Dead you were, you joined the dark...

Tempted you are in this craze,
Magic and occults are what you crave,
Lost your soul is in this dark maze,
Forever you're digging into your grave...

Trying to catch a snowflake,
Fighting hard with all my might,
For this truth I cannot take,
Wishing to save you from this plight...

Can the curse on you be undone?
Lured into the city of doom,
Either you shall rise like the sun,
Or forever trapped in your tomb...

~My Ending~|3:40 PM|

~I'm Sorry~

Never had I met you before,
Yet you've loved me for along time,
I'm sorry I've never noticed it before,
I feel as if I’ve done a crime...

You've loved me with all your heart,
Yet I've never accepted it,
For I can't tell my feelings apart,
I'm sorry if I had denied it...

You've told me that you loved me,
Yet I've never ever told you,
I'm just afraid as can be.
My feelings are unknown for you...

I still remember our story,
The time when we've always played,
The time when we never have to worry,
I just wish you had stayed...

I wish I could return to your past,
All I wanted is to be within you,
But all had turned to dust,
My dreams will never come true...

Now you've gone from my sight,
Tears for like the river so blue,
Strong feelings I cannot fight,
For I didn't know that I loved you...

~My Ending~|3:39 PM|

~Irresistible~
(Dedicated to a friend who loves driving. LoLz)

Excited and anticipated he was,
Overwhelming impatience possessed his soul,
His eyes searched hungrily for its cause,
Never quitting till he reached his goal...

Alas, he saw what he cannot resist,
Lured he was it by its sweet intoxication,
Haunting temptations will always insist,
Causing him to dwell in anticipation...

As he clutched the steering wheel,
And stepped on its black pedal,
Temporary ecstasy bliss began to spill,
Never fearing any consequence that’s fatal...

Moving with full speed like in fantasies,
Enjoying his irresistible freedom and pleasure,
Forever he'll continue spicing up his memories,
As driving hazardously is his leisure...

~My Ending~|3:26 PM|

~The Wild Rose~

Look at the blooming wild rose,
Have you ever noticed it before?
Or you've never come across?
So innocent yet so pure...

Life is like a wild rose,
Gentle as it might fall and die,
For strong wind it comes across,
Never in time to say goodbye...

Notice the delicate rose blooming,
Feel its magic and beauty,
Never we've noticed while we're living,
That's life's beautiful and lively...

Never waste this golden chance,
And take this life for granted,
For life’s only been given once,
To live in this world that’s created...

~My Ending~|2:52 PM|

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

~Every Time~

Every time I gaze into your eyes,
I feel this wonderful delight,
Having you is ever so wise,
For I know you'll never leave my sight...

As time began to pass like the clouds,
The love we share continues to grow,
You're the one that makes me proud,
My love for you will forever flow...

Can you felt he warmth of the night,
As we're locked in each other's gaze,
I will always be your light,
To help you escape from our maze...

Together we grow as one,
Together for eternity we shall be
For you're all that I always want,
I just love you, can't you see?

~My Ending~|7:24 PM|

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

~Let Your Dreams Unfold~
(A Poem dedicated to everyone)

Open your eyes and arise,
Go forth, feel the gentle twilight,
Watch the wonders of the sunrise,
And feel the atmosphere's delight...

Let your dreams posses you,
Leave behind all your depressions,
Imagine your dreams come true,
And feel their deepest passion...

If you let your dreams unfold,
Your spirit shall forever be alive,
Your dreams will never grow old,
And your spirit never be deprived...

~My Ending~|10:53 PM|

~Ignorance~

Everyday, I'd sit by your side,
Admiring you while everyone doesn't,
All the rules you've made, I abide,
I obeyed you while everyone doesn't...

Do you remember the time we've spent?
Memories that cannot be forgottened,
This ignorance I cannot understand,
The fact of I'm being neglected...

I wished to tell you I've succeeded,
But I'm no longer in your sight,
I felt like I've been threaded,
Forever I'll remain in this plight...

~My Ending~|10:52 PM|

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Friday, June 16, 2006

~Clueless~

I thought that every day's the same,
When you are always singing,
But when today finally came,
Everything's just so confusing...

Before, the sky was forever blue,
The time when we always play,
I just don't seem to get a clue,
Why you're so cold today...

I sense your silent cry,
And all your hidden pain,
Just hoping you'll tell me why,
I wish you'd smile again...

~My Ending~|12:46 PM|

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

~Poison Ivy Guilt~

Sitting lonesomely was the girl,
She gazed peacefully at the scenery,
Wondering where's everyone in this world,
As she listens to the song of the canary...

As I quietly eyed on her,
I remembered my forgottened past,
I was all alone before like her,
Memories of solitude will forever last...

Poison ivy guilt crept round my heart,
Causing my heart to ache in pain,
For I did not do my part,
And I can't turn back again...

~My Ending~|8:12 PM|

~Melt Away~

Our drama had ended before,
Our story was gone and forgottened,
Our love had died in winter,
Covered by the thick icy snow...

As season began to change slowly,
The white snow began to melt,
Bit by bit what's hidden beneath,
Began to unravel itself...

Do you remember the forgettened past?
When we sat together in silence,
Feeling the warmth of the night,
Locked in each other's mesmerizing eyes...?

Humans err and are never perfect,
I'm sorry for what I had done,
Guilt still haunts my sleep,
Hatred still ablaze in my eyes...

As seasons began to change slowly,
The white show began to melt,
Hatred will finally melt into love,
Vanquishing vengeance in each other's eyes...

Our drama had ended before,
Our story was gone and forgottened,
The white snow had melt away,
But can our love be revived again..?

~My Ending~|8:06 PM|

*~ …FaLLeN AnGeL…~*
( A poem dedicated to a friend )

Round and round circles he ran,
Trying to break free from a curse,
A curse that he’d caused before,
A curse that foretells destruction…

The star, the moon, and the sun,
Everything that shines above him,
Left him, leaving him in nightmares,
Leaving him trapped in the webs of darkness…

It was then he finally opened his eyes,
Realizing how much destruction he’d caused,
Hatred and anger were his friends,
But now, they’re murdering him silently…

Jealousy, hatred, vengeance, selfishness,
Conquered the naïve angel inside him,
Slowly molding him into an evil monster,
The same face, but a black heart…

The harmless fire he played before,
Destroyed himself and everything he has,
He lost everything and gained nothing,
Leaving him all alone but himself…

Tears of deep agony and regret,
Fell from his sored and weary eyes,
He wished he could turn back time,
And return to who he was before…

But it was too late,
Time is fair and life isn’t,
It was him, who chose this path,
The path of darkness and agony…

A great archangel he was before,
But now fallen and lured by the devils,
Into the sinister realm of damnation,
A decision made by him unknowingly…

As he gazed remorsefully into a mirror,
A similar image of his appears,
The same face, the same body,
But inside, a Fallen Angel…

He tries to be a better person by trying to get rid of his bad attitude. This bad attitude of his had made his life miserable…
All his close friends that supports him had left him alone with all the problems he had caused…
One day, he finally realized what he had done. All because he had changed into a different person who holds grudges and easily angered. This attitude of his are destructing him…
Jealousy, hatred, vengeance and selfishness filled his heart. He then slowly transformed into someone different inside who has negative personality traits…
At first this attitude did not really show and was not bad. But then slowly it controlled him and it became critical. Because of this, his friends left him all alone…
He learnt his lesson and he was depressed about his changes. He wished he had never become this person before. He wished he could turn back time where things in his life were perfect…
But it was too late. It was the inner him who chose to become this person at the first place…
Before this, he was someone well liked by others. But because of these negative traits that were controlling him, he became this monster unknowingly…
He then reflects back at himself one night. Reminiscing his past of who he actually was before and comparing with himself in the present. Even though his physical features are the same, but inside, lives a very different person from before…

~My Ending~|7:56 PM|

~Just An Illusion~

She owned everything like everyone else,
Well loved and nurtured she was,
It seemed to be like what it was,
But it was just an illusion...

She thought she had it all,
But she lost her very best frined,
Being loathed and unaccepted,
Nothing just last forever...

Feelings of pain and sorrows,
Stormed in the fragile heart,
Hurthing her in many ways,
But sealed with a smile...

Confusions and anxiety,
Bothers her every day and night,
Why was she cast out and ignored,
This, she can never answer...

This complicated game of friendship,
She can never win but loose,
Lost in the crowd she was,
With no real friends to grasp on...

~My Ending~|7:53 PM|

~Unknown Sadness~

Noises and lights around me,
Gradually blarred and blurred,
Not ever bothering what's happening,
FOr my mind's so lost and empty...

Abrupt obscure pain and sorrows,
Strike my heart and soul,
Causing tears behind my eyes,
To fall down unto the ground...

Sitting quietly in the crowd,
But all alone inside,
Feeling sad and lonely underneath,
And not even knowing why?

Why am I so depressed over nothing?
Why doesn't anyone care at all?
Entrapped in this web of unknown sadness,
Hoping that someone would save me...

~My Ending~|7:51 PM|

~I JUST NEED SPACE!~

You're just destroying my life,
Leaving me with no peace,
I demand freedom before,
But you gave me none...

Everyday of my life,
You keep tormenting my soul,
Hurting me with your threats,
And desiring me to disappear...

Why can't I have my own life,
You're always thinking you're right,
While I'm always wrong,
Why must you deny the truth..?

I can't stand this life,
You stole all my pleasures in life,
You know it's for my own benefit,
But I just need space...

~My Ending~|7:50 PM|

~Have You Ever?~

Have you ever,
Felt like an uninvited guest,
Standing all alone in the corner,
Full of cobwebs and dust,
With no one else to accompany you?

Have you ever,
Felt like a fool on the stage,
Where people whom you love,
Criticizing and laughing at your flaws,
Stabbing your back with spiteful words..?

Have you ever,
Felt like and oddball,
When all of your best friends,
Look down disgustingly on you,
For you're not like one for them...

Have you ever,
Felt like ending your pathatic life,
For you're wounded terribily,
Being stabbed endlessly,
And no one's there to help..?

Have you ever,
Felt those pain before,
A similar pain I've bore before,
The pain that murders happiness,
Causing a permanent scar in the heart..?

~My Ending~|7:50 PM|

~White Roses~

Everyday of my remaining life,
My eyes wondered foa beyond reality,
To an enchanting place of wonder,
Where infinite happiness lies...

If only there is such place,
A realy where it's locked in time,
Where everything stays the same forever,
Where moments of happiness never ends...

But one day or perhaps tommorrow,
I have to leave this earth,
For as time flies by,
White roses will fall and die too...

~My Ending~|7:49 PM|

~Lost and Trapped~

Here I am once again,
Trapped in an invisible realm,
All alone and terrified,
Lost in the timeless past...

Overwhelmed by fear and anxiety,
As the strong gust of bone-chilling wind,
Swept past through my forlorn soul,
Ignoring my existance here...

As I regard upon the dismal skies,
Tears of heaven fell heavily,
Piercing through my fragile heart,
Mercilessly, and yet violently...

Frail and nowhere to escape,
Dark waters soon drowned me,
So lost in the oblivious obscure past,
As no one's there to save me...

~My Ending~|7:48 PM|

~Do You Still You Remember?~

Do you still remember,
The day you and I,
Met each other's eyes?
The time you and I,
Shared joy and happiness together?

Do you still remember,
Us spending time together,
Almost every minute of our lives,
Having endless fun with each other,
Under the perfect blue sky?

Do you still remember,
The olden days of you and I,
Trading fairytales with one another,
Laughing our hearts out,
Under the bright shining sun?

Do you still remember,
The bitter sweet memories of the past,
The wonderful tales of our chilldhood,
We shared a decade ago,
That brought us back together again?

Do you still remember,
The bits and pieces of our story,
A tale which is to be reminisced and cherished,
In our young hearts forever,
Do you still remember, my dear?

~My Ending~|7:47 PM|

~Stolen~

He tired his very best,
With all his might and strength,
With all his remaining energy,
But he fell and got drifted away...

His pride, his name, his love, his story,
All gone, stolen, and nothing left,
What remained were just dust,
Serving him no purpose in life...

How can he ever face this world again?
All hope is gone and disappeared,
Pain and disappointments take place,
How can he carry on his journey of life?

But there is only one route,
That is to deceive the world,
An imposter to everyone around,
But how long can he survive in lies?

~My Ending~|7:38 PM|

~The Silent Murderer~

You've loathed me for centuaries,
Even before the day I was born,
I cannot understand you,
Why? Why must you hate me?

Eyeing at me with pure hatred,
In a way no one can sense,
Stabbing my injured heart repeatingly,
With your words of a thousand spears...

Wounded and thorn apart,
This pain, this misery I must bear forever,
For you're always by my side,
Trying to murder me silently...

~My Ending~|7:32 PM|

~You're My Shooting Star~

There I sat in silence,
Under the black gloomy sky,
Waiting and waiting every night,
For a shooting star...

A thousand years I've prayed,
A thousand years I've waited,
Ever so patiently and loyally,
For a shooting star...

I promise I shall lie awake,
When I know it is time,
Knowing that you'll return one day,
Cos you're my shooting star...

~My Ending~|7:31 PM|

~Why~

Stranded in an isolated island,
Praying hard everyday of my life,
Hoping and waiting that some day,
That I would be rescued from here...

Why does life have to be this way?
Why can't anyone hear my plea,
Why doesn't anyone care?
Why? Why? Why?

Like a poor innocent gold fish,
Trapped in an aquarium,
Freedom is just ahead of her,
But locked behind those invisible walls...

No matter how much she tried,
Escaping from this entrapment,
She can never ever succeed,
But perhaps one day by luck she might...

~My Ending~|7:30 PM|

~The Serpant~

"Free at last!" I wailed out loud,
Finally tasting the wonders of freedom,
Free to sprint in the green meadows,
Free to spread my wings and soar...

You eye on every move I make,
Almost in a mysterious and sly way,
Camouflaging yourself secrectly,
Till no soul can sense your trail...

There you lie motionlessly,
Hidden well within the innocent flowers,
Waiting for me to draw closer,
To strike me with your incurable poison...

Though freedom's within my grasp,
Still, I sense the unseen flaws in it,
Like the poisonous serpent in the garden,
Watching and waitng to strike...

~My Ending~|7:12 PM|

~Tears In My Eyes~

Sitting by the pearly white lake,
Reminiscing the bitter sweet melody,
Of a Spanish classical guitar song,
A melody that bears infinite memories...

As I gazed upon my reflection,
Historical images gradually materialize,
Causing past intense forgotten feelings,
To return back and haunt me...

So ever united we were,
Ambling together in the enchanted woods,
With love in the atmosphere,
In the land of fairytales...

Dancing together with fairies around,
The last dance of you and I,
Under the moonlit night,
Before you disappeared from this world...

Nostalgias of you and I,
A fairytale that is never to be forgotten,
Which I shall always reminisce,
With tears in my eyes...

~My Ending~|7:02 PM|

~Sometimes~

Sometimes...
I gaze longingly at the empty viod,
Waiting for something to come by me,
To unlock all my questions,
And the myteries of life lying ahead...

Sometimes...
I can never understand,
Why life has to be like that,
Unfairness, anger, sorrow, cruelty, death,
Is that the meaning of life???

Sometimes...
I ask myself do I belong here?
I seemed displaced and left out,
Is it because of my unfortunate fate,
Or the consequences of who I am...?

Sometimes...
I question myself why am I here,
Am I here to suffer and then die?
I wish I could die for my late beloved,
But I realized that I have a purpose here...

Sometimes...
I wonder what will come next in my life,
A tale of a girl who desires to be loved,
A fairytale which ends happily,But it is I to steer the direction,
And write my story...

~My Ending~|6:57 PM|

~Silent Cry~

There I saw you,
Sitting among the crowds,
Hiding what's covered beneath you,
Trying your best to deceive everyone...

Through your deceiving looks,
And your thick mask of disguise,
I heard your silent cry,
hile others heard nothing...

Beneath your perfect smile,
I saw you bleeding in pain,
Being stabbed again and again,
By a soul whom you once loved...

Perfectly knowing how you felt,
Being treated ever so unfairly,
Desiring peace within you and her,
A familiar pain I've bore before...

Unable to reach you,
Hoping that one day special,
You'll open the doors of your heart,
Allowing me to heal your incurable wounds...

~My Ending~|6:53 PM|

~Pressure~

As I dazed dreamily from inside,
At the scenery lies beyond beyond my eyes,
Present images began to blur and shimmer
Colours around me disperse in all directions...

Noises and voices around me,
Blarring loudly in their maximum volume,
Piercing painfully into my dear ears,
Causing my agonized soul to tremble in distress...

Argh, how I wish to flee away,
I can no longer handle his pressure,
I demand peace and harmony,
But when will my will be done..?

~My Ending~|6:48 PM|

~The First Cut Is The Deepest~

Ambling together hand in hand,
Deeply in love we were,
Bliss and romance filled the atmosphere,
Both blinded by love...

Together we bluilt our hope,
Decorating them with fantasies and dreams,
A grand tower of eternal love,
Ever so undestructable and tall...

Unknowingly you suddenly left,
Leaving me along with broken dreams,
I cannot handle this excruciating pain,
For the first cut is the deepest...

~My Ending~|6:46 PM|

~In The Green Meadows~

Sitting alone in the green meadows,
I gazed steadily at the bright blue sky,Puffy white clouds drifting over me,
Shielding me away from the hot blazing sun,
Cool silent breeze swept past me,
Whispering my name secretly and softly,
Blowing the dark locks of my hair gently,
And rocking the giant trees tenderly,
The rhythms of the rustling leaves,
The gentle hummings of the bees,
The joyous songs of the singing birds,
Are sweet harmonious melodies of nature,
Ringing pleasently in my ears,
Comforting and enlightening my soul,
Lullabying my little mind into a deep trance,
The shimmering waters of the blue lake,
Are like precious crytals to my eyes,
Waves of tranquillity and peace,
Creates a wonderful atmosfere,
Of peace and harmony...

~My Ending~|1:38 PM|

~If Only~

If only,I can spread my wings,
And fly like freely like the great eagle...

If only,
I can escape to the ocean,
And swim blissfully like the grey dolphins...
If Only...

If only,
I can touch and feel the deep blue skies,
Once again before I die...

If only,
I can run so ever wildly,
Like the white horses in the green pastures...

If only,Freedom is all mine,
Free to use and feel it for eternity,
For my life is like a white singing bird,
Trapped behind the bars of detention...

~My Ending~|1:36 PM|

~The Flame of Hope~

Lying helplessly on the filthy ground,
Locked behind the bars of detention,
With no one out there to help me,
My entire hope is broken...

I then saw a brilliant fiery flame,
From the corner of my sored eyes,
With the greatest effort of mine,
I finally stood up with hope...

I felt the wild burning passions,
Of the burning flames of hope,
I felt the warmth of coming hope,
Enthralled, my life was enlightened...

A smile of joy crept on me,
For now I am full of life,
With hope planted in my heart,
Everything is possible for me...

~My Ending~|1:33 PM|

~The Forbidden Love~

Once upon a time,
Lived two young innocent souls,
From two different realms,
Finally meeting one another unexpectedly...

Without realising their differences,
And without knowing one another,
Their young hearts clicked together,
Under the romantic clouds of illusion...

Together they held hands,
Under the dazzling moonlight,
Harmonious melodies of love,
Ah~ How in love they were...

Time slowly ticked off,
They then began to finally realised,
The love of an angel and a prince,
Was an forbidden love...

As the heavens above darkened,
The earth suffered in distress,
Storms of anger came pouring down,
Heaven's vengeance suffocated the earth...

Alas both parted in pain,
Unable to meet again for eternity,
Both slowly fading and drifting away,
With a heart-break,their fairytale ends...

~My Ending~|1:27 PM|

~A Love Story~

The first day our eyes met,
At first glance you are simply ordinary,
Never knowing that a love story,
Was beginning to blossom within us...

Day after day I perceive a strange atmosphere,
Starting to envelope us slowly,
Feelings of mix-ups and confusions,
Am I in Love???

You were like a stranger to me,
Yet I felt safe and wanted your presence,
Joyous feelings of happiness and warmth,
Naive I was, I fell in love with you...

Never I had ever felt this surge of happiness,
An indescribable sensation of bliss,
An intense feeling which one cannot forget,
I felt so ever complete with you...

Deeply romantically involved I was,
I bestowed my whole love unto you,
I loved you loyally night and day,
For I am yours forever...

Seasons swept past like the cool breeze,
The red dying leaves falling,
The day was getting darker and cold,
I saw your love for me dying...

I then felt an icy cold aura surrounding you,
The rich green pastures no longer there,
Dead wild roses covered by the snow,
Your love for me no longer existed...

~My Ending~|1:26 PM|

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

~Once A Best Friend~

The first day I met you,
Our eyes met and we smiled,
I pretended to like you as a friend,
For I despise you in many ways...

Days passed, I began to see your true relection,
For you were the only friend I had,
Truths began to unfold in front me,
And I feared you in many ways...

Yet, I still want your attention and care,
I do not understand myself,
I saw a bright future lying ahead of us,
But still I want to end this journey...

You were always there by my side,
But I needed to be set free,
I felt like a trap bird in the rusty cage,
For you tie me down to the ground...

You words are like poisonous daggers,
Stabbing my frail heart repeatingly,
This unbearable pain I cannot take it anymore,
I have to leave you before I am destroyed...

At last we parted in our journey,
I chose a path of freedom,
Our parting ended in a tragic ending,
For you hated me more than I do...

I knew that I cannot change you,
For you are who you are,
We may look like were are meant for each other,
But we were gloves that do not match...

I'm sorry for what I've done or said.
I'll definately regret this decision of mine,
But I shall always respect you,
For you were once a best friend of mine...

~My Ending~|10:57 PM|

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