~The Girl~
The girl stood by the mirror,
An image of her appeared,
As I peered into the room,
I saw not only many untold stories,
Of sorrow and pain,
Locked beneath her soul,
Behind the the beautiful image of hers...
Music filled in the space between us,
Melodies of disappointment,
I felt the presence of anger and distress,
Blended within the song of darkness,
The light in the room darkened...
As I gazed upon the ancient mirror,
Images of the past drowned me,
Just like the unstoppable gushing waterfall,
Into the torn chapters of her past,
When her wonderful dreams which she built,
Crumbled down into dust...
I saw the same girl again,
But different from the one I saw,
She was like a wild and brilliant eagle,
Master of the blue heavens,
Soaring powerfully and grandly,
In the blue heavens above the oceans...
I saw a joyous and happy glow in her face,
Her intense feelings of joy,
Radiated into my soul,
I sense no worries in her life,
For she was free indeed...
But then as I stared up into the heaven,
I sense something was wrong,
For the spirit in her was gone,
I saw the great eagle falling down,
Into the oceans of challenges...
Waves of confusions and distress,
Swept the vulnerable bird,
The eagle was struggling helplessly,
Frail and powerless,
Crying for help to be saved,
Hoping that it will soon rise again,
And to see light once again...
As I gazed into her deep mesmerizing eyes,
I saw an ocean of depression,
I sense many troubles threatening her soul,
I understood the existing painful tale,
Of darkness and broken dreams,
Beneath the perfect smile of hers...
~My Beloved Guardian Angel~
Through darkness and sorrows of my life,
You came upon me and gave me a pathway of light,
Restoring my soul the was lost,
In the timeless and sorrowful past,
You gave me warmth and protected me from the coldness,
You gave me strength to be myself once again,
You set me free from the webs that entrapped me...
I still remember the day,
You took me gently by the hand,
To some place called paradise,
Where happiness and laughters never ends,
Birds are singing, bells are ringing,
What and enchanting place it was...
You painted my colourless life artistically,
With the colours of the rainbow,
Each colour defining different feelings of happiness,
You helped me discover my true self,
Which was hidden and trap,
Behind the rocks in the fields of happiness...
Once again,
I am for who I am,
For I finally tasted freedom in my life,
And most importantly,
Your undying love for me,
Which is my special potion,
For my life to live on and stay alive...
Time passed on,
Days passed by,
Your days are numbered,
I knew that one day you have to return,
back to the Creator of this world,
For you were a special soul from heaven,
A guardian angel who came down,
To resurrect me from the past...
Now that you have disappeared entirely from my life,
Without a single kiss of goodbye,
I shall always reminisce the wonderful memories of us,
Your everlasting and pure love I shall forever cherish,
Stories of our past I shall rewrite,
And keep them safely in the bottom of my heart,
Forever and ever...
Goodbye my beloved guardian angel,
Till we meet again one day,
In a place called-
HeaVeN...
What I Adore________
Food: Porridge & Roti Canai
Drinks: Milk & Juice
Pastimes:Astrology, Music, Learning New Things
People: People Who Treats Me Nicely and Respects Me
What I Hate_________
People: Backstabbers & Liars
Things: Annoying Things
Food: Pumpkin
My Words____________
I'm a girl who leads a normal life.
Like everyone else, there are so many things that bears in my mind which I desire to tell the world, but I fear that no one listens.
In my heart holds many deep feelings.
Feelings of happiness, despair, anger, love, hatred, disappointment and confusion.
Feelings that holds many memories of the past.
By using poetry as an art of expression, I not only wrote about my feelings, thoughts and anecdotes, but also about others.
I hope you will take your time to read and understand these poems that I want to share with you.
My Past Thoughts___
Lyrics_____________
Let's talk this over,
It's not like we're dead,
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging,
In the city so dead,
Held up so high on such a breakable thread.
You were all the things I thought I knew,
And I thought we could be...
You were everything,
Everything that I wanted,
We were meant to be, suppose to be,
But we lost it...
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending,
So much for my happy ending...
You've got your dumb friends,
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult.
And so are they...
But they don't know me.
Do they ever know you?
All the things you hide from me!
All the shit that you do!
You were all the things I thought I knew,
And I thought we could be...
You were everything,
Everything that I wanted,
We were meant to be, suppose to be,
But we lost it...
All of the memories so close to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending,
So much for my happy ending...
It's nice to know that you were there.
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one...
It's nice to know that we had it all.
Thanks for watching as I fall
And never letting me know that we were done
He was everything,
Everything that I wanted,
We were meant to be, suppose to be,
But we lost it...
All of the memories so close to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending,
So much for my happy ending...
You were everything,
Everything that I wanted,
We were meant to be, suppose to be,
But we lost it...
All of the memories so close to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending,
So much for my happy ending...
Thank You________
Firstly, I want to thank Patrick, my best friend who is also a poet.
Thank you for your guidance and advice in writing poems.
I would also like to thank those who actually take their time to read my poems
and take the trouble to write comments about my poems.
Thank you for inspiring me to write.
Notes__________
Through this, I hope I can meet new friends around the world.
Please leave some comments on the tag board yeah? ^_^
Broken Ties_____
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